I have every issue #1
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First, I don't know how to properly start a project, second, I am too awkward to ask for help, third, I am losing my god damn motivation, fourth I don't know if I am good enough for this, fifth, I don't know if time and practice will make me any better at all in around 4 years when I gotta decide what career I should take, sixth, I can't find a tutorial that I can actually fucking understand, some of them are too difficult and complex, some of them are too vague and I already know but doesn't really help my situation, and he tutorials on how to make a project dont actually properly explain what they are doing in a detailed manner so I just basically am copying code.
I also feel light headed. And I dropped my pizza on the ground... :(